Pen to Paper

Today’s wordcount: 1,016 on WIP

Went out to lunch with a friend today.  It was a really good experience, but has left me feeling kind of mixed up inside the rest of the day.  He pointed out a couple areas in my life where I’m dropping the ball (which is good, but never fun).  Here’s the thing that I’m having trouble processing – while I agree with him 100% on the principle of what we discussed (basically that I lack a sense of urgency, and I need one), I disagree on the exact steps he seemed to want me to take in response to the conversation.

So I guess I’m afraid that despite the fact that I am trying to grow in my focus and urgency, if I don’t take those exact steps he’ll think I’m just sitting on my hands doing nothing.

And, knowing the way my mind works, it’s probably all in my head.

But yeah, my insides were going “GAR!” all afternoon (for about an hour, though, that was because I tried to run on too full of a stomach).  This evening, reading and writing and watching a sermon helped me calm down (plus writing! yay!).  Hopefully more so tomorrow.

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