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On The Question Of Soul Mates

Monday, June 28th, 2010

I watched the movie TiMER this afternoon.  It’s sort of a comedy, sort of a romance, but it has a very sci-fi premise.  It starts with two questions – What if everyone has exactly one soul mate, one true love, that they are bound to meet and live happily ever after with? and What if a device could tell you when you will meet that person?

TiMER addresses both of these questions well, along with the implications of living in a world where these timers are as common as iPods (and, in a nice touch, sold in a very Apple Store environment).  It made me think about what I believe about soul mates, true love, destiny, and the like.

I’ve said in the past, and thought again today, that “I believe in true love for other people, just not for me.”  I believe that everyone has soul mates, but that this idea can and should exist separately from the idea of love (not to say that your lover shouldn’t be your soul mate, but that your soul mate doesn’t have to be your lover).  I told someone as recently as last week that when I begin to be interested in a girl, I play through the relationship in my mind, all the way through to things turning sour and the break up (I’ve been told this is a terrible mindset; it probably is, and it probably has something to do with why I don’t put much effort into getting into a relationship).

I believe that not all relationships end, that many turn into marriages that last till death.  I see examples of this in my immediate and extended family, and in several friends’ relationships.  I also see that at least half of all American marriages end in divorce, and way more than half of dating relationships end in break ups.  I’m not sure whether it’s cynicism or pessimism or something else, but for the past few years I’ve had trouble believing that I’ll ever find true love.

Which is probably why I haven’t.  If you don’t think something’s there, you don’t put much effort into looking for it, do you?

Anyways, go watch TiMER.  And then ask yourself questions about soul mates, one true love, and whether it’s good to know (or think you know) your destiny.

Trope of the Day: Flynning – classic swashbuckling action.

Thoughts Above My Paygrade

Monday, May 17th, 2010

Sometimes it seems like what we pay people is inversely proportional to how necessary what they make or do is.  This is why teachers, authors, and people who work at grocery stores make almost nothing compared to professional athletes.

It also explains why politicians are paid so much by lobbyists and special interest groups compared to their tax-based salaries.

Misconceptions About Manliness

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

Can I share a pet peeve?

I’m sick and tired of people defining manliness, maturity, and responsibility as getting married, having children, and not playing video games.  (I know, the video games seem like a non-sequitur, something I’m personally defensive about – I’d think it was, if it wasn’t consistently brought up by speakers on the other side of the topic.)  These are often people whose idea of an ideal society is a glorified version of the American Midwest in the 1950’s – a 1950’s that never actually happened.  I think the message “get a job you hate, get married, make babies, and then you’ll know you’re a man” is inaccurate, offensive, and irresponsibly dangerous.

A word that is often used by these speakers/writers is “responsibility.”  And I think responsibility is a great thing.  However, I disagree with the assertion that getting a wage-slave job (especially if you hate it), getting married, and having children are the only ways to demonstrate responsibility.  There is a difference between shirking responsibility and avoiding it, and between avoiding responsibility and being careful not to take it up unwisely.  A guy who gets married, has a child, and then abandons his family is shirking his responsibility, even though he’s working his way down the checklist of manliness.  A guy who doesn’t get married because he doesn’t want the responsibility may not be more mature, but at least he’s more honest.  The third guy, the one who intends to get married, find a job, and have children, but isn’t committing until he finds a job and a wife that are wise to commit to, is being responsible; yet he’s labeled as “not a man” because he’s single past age 21 (or whatever arbitrary age the speaker wants to set).

This inaccurate labeling is why I am often offended by speakers who tell their audiences that because I (and men like me) are not manly, are not mature, and are irresponsible because we are not married, do not have children, and like video games (again, they included video games in the list first).  They often make blanket statements that we live in our mother’s basement and have no desire to move out or move on.  I’m not saying that guys like that don’t exist.  I’m saying that when speakers make sweeping accusations that are inaccurate it offends me, because it asserts that my decisions (namely, to wait to get married and have children, and to play video games from time to time) are HORRIBLE life choices and reveal my immaturity.  I often get the feeling listening to these speakers that they would have immense respect for me if I were in a lifeless marriage, had children that I could barely afford to support, and spent my free time watching football; because I’ve made different choices, I’m not qualified to be a man.

There’s a proverb that reads, “blessed is the man who swears to his own hurt, and sticks to me.”  I get the impression that the speakers I’m referring to understand this to mean, “A REAL man promises to do things that will make him miserable, and then keeps his promises.”  The man who does not seek out opportunities to promise things that will make him unhappy is tossed into the same basket as the guy who breaks every promise he makes.  I feel like I am being called dishonorable and immature because I am not an emotional masochist.

Clearly, I disagree with the speakers in marry-and-make-babies camp.  However, I see many around me who do not, and this is what makes these speakers dangerous.  I seem guys rushing into ill-advised marriages because it’s what they’re told to do.  Sometimes these guys are okay with the choices they’ve made; often, their marriages and work lives are miserable.  I think there would be far few divorces if the objective were defined as “finding someone I can have a healthy marriage with” instead of “getting married.”  But because speakers keep telling guys that they’ll be men once they get married and have children, guys are rushing to make choices that will make them miserable, make it harder to keep stick to their promises, and drag their new families down with them.

Guys, if your honest desire is to get married, to make babies, and to stop playing video games, go for it.  Be smart as you make decisions pursuing these goals, but don’t let deter you.  But if your motivation for making these incredible commitments (or giving up something you think is fun) is to reach a goal that someone else set for you, STOP.  Before you hurt someone else, before you hurt yourself.  Do some self examination.  Start making choices for your own reasons.  Then stick to your commitments.  That’s how you become a man.

In my opinion, anyway.

A Couple Reasons Why Being Single Is Awesome

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

I have plenty of options.

Love poetry is sappy drivel.  Awesome “I’m single and I love it” poetry… well, if it existed it’d be better than everything else.

I don’t have to watch movies, TV, etc. that I don’t want to. This goes double for anything with Miley Cyrus.

Any great fantasy hero is single, so I’ve got that going for me. Which is nice.

Things I Hate

Monday, March 29th, 2010

I hate the word “settle.”

I hate the word “stuck.”

I hate being expected to do things I didn’t choose.

I hate people expecting me to have the same motivations they do.

I hate the way underachieving makes me feel.